Daily Update for 6/18/09
So today was pretty much the same, up around 2, worked at 4 till 10:30. Justin visited me a couple times at work, and after him and Cody showed up. We went to Adam's house, where things happened that need not be ever talked about again, fucking awesome stuff though. I have to work in like 7 hours, not happy about that.
As far as things with this girl goes, it's now been 153 hours since I was supposed to see her, the day that was supposed to be so amazing and awesome that never came about. In addition, she hasn't spoken to me in almost 74 hours, that's no good either. Really starting to think is should just drop it and move on, but what if she wants to see me tomorrow? The next day? What if everything was true about all the signals I got, what if, what if, what if. Life is full of them, and sometimes it's not worth waiting to find out. Granted I'm REALLY interested to know WTF is happening here, but at the same time, I feel like I've moved my interests elsewhere, but ALSO at the same time, I feel like I would snap back where I was almost two weeks ago and finish off what I started. This time for me is really confusing.
I'd also like to thank everyone that's been reading! More people are than I thought so that's good. I'm getting good feedback too, I hear it's really easy to read because all my points are separated into paragraphs, and that it's quite humorous to read. Keep it up guys! Input is always welcome, and feel free to post some comments.
As far as things with this girl goes, it's now been 153 hours since I was supposed to see her, the day that was supposed to be so amazing and awesome that never came about. In addition, she hasn't spoken to me in almost 74 hours, that's no good either. Really starting to think is should just drop it and move on, but what if she wants to see me tomorrow? The next day? What if everything was true about all the signals I got, what if, what if, what if. Life is full of them, and sometimes it's not worth waiting to find out. Granted I'm REALLY interested to know WTF is happening here, but at the same time, I feel like I've moved my interests elsewhere, but ALSO at the same time, I feel like I would snap back where I was almost two weeks ago and finish off what I started. This time for me is really confusing.
I'd also like to thank everyone that's been reading! More people are than I thought so that's good. I'm getting good feedback too, I hear it's really easy to read because all my points are separated into paragraphs, and that it's quite humorous to read. Keep it up guys! Input is always welcome, and feel free to post some comments.
posted by Charlie at 1:30 AM
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