The Agreement
I had made an agreement with my parents:
Everyday after work, I come home, and do school all night. The exception here is Friday, I get to stay out all night, no questions. Becuase of being home 6 nights a week and doing school, that means I get my driver's license as well.
This agreement has been broken. I am now on "restriction" and there will no longer be an allowed Friday, and no License. That means no school. That means back to Bainbridge High. Which, on my end means no work. They said that if I do not do school EVERY NIGHT, ALL NIGHT, they will make arrangements for me to quit my job. Either I keep my job, or I get fired, AND THAT'S FUCKING* FINAL!! There will be no work done if I go back to BHS, an assignment will be handed to me, and I won't even touch it. I will never come to class prepared. I will not ride the bus, if I am forced to stand there, I will walk to the Ferry Terminal, sure, it's farther, but it's (Seattle) better than school. During the ferry ride, my cell phone will get a nice taste of Puget Sound.
They broke their end of the agreement, and so I will break mine. Watch them claim there was no agreement. There are a few ways I can end all of this, a couple of my ways, their way, or a mixed way. They are resisting all but their way, and making it hard to LIVE A LIFE. NO FRIENDS. NOTHING. NO JOB, NO MONEY. NO LIFE. And when and if it gets to that, I will be forcing my way, and nothing will stop me.
*Yeah that's right, I swore. And I have the right to. It's called Freedom of Speech, and NOTHING can stop that from happening, NO MATTER WHERE I AM (okay, so theres some school campus regulations, but that doesn't matter). It is a FEDERAL LAW, and NOTHING and NOBODY can stop me because that's what this Nation's Founding Fathers Decided, and THAT'S WHAT STANDS. Now you may be thinking it's a bad thing on a moral stand. Well YEARS of mental breaking down from peers and.. well not peers has pushed me further and further down. Fighting harder and harder to get up to the top, but nothing has helped. The people who bring me down have to fight harder to keep me down, and if that means them breaking the law, well they have little enough morals to do so. Meaning all I have to do is be on the side of the Law, which I have done, because the Law owns. It is set, is is divine, and it is THERE. You break it you get punished. My point of this is, I can bring soo many people down with a single move on my part, and the only reason I have not done so yet is because I'm nice enough of a person to not, but the people who bring me down are bringing me to their level, to fight dirty and to win at all costs, and that's just what I mean to do.
P.S. I don't give a fuck who reads this shit. It's my life, my own. I own it, nobody else. so FUCK YOU.
Everyday after work, I come home, and do school all night. The exception here is Friday, I get to stay out all night, no questions. Becuase of being home 6 nights a week and doing school, that means I get my driver's license as well.
This agreement has been broken. I am now on "restriction" and there will no longer be an allowed Friday, and no License. That means no school. That means back to Bainbridge High. Which, on my end means no work. They said that if I do not do school EVERY NIGHT, ALL NIGHT, they will make arrangements for me to quit my job. Either I keep my job, or I get fired, AND THAT'S FUCKING* FINAL!! There will be no work done if I go back to BHS, an assignment will be handed to me, and I won't even touch it. I will never come to class prepared. I will not ride the bus, if I am forced to stand there, I will walk to the Ferry Terminal, sure, it's farther, but it's (Seattle) better than school. During the ferry ride, my cell phone will get a nice taste of Puget Sound.
They broke their end of the agreement, and so I will break mine. Watch them claim there was no agreement. There are a few ways I can end all of this, a couple of my ways, their way, or a mixed way. They are resisting all but their way, and making it hard to LIVE A LIFE. NO FRIENDS. NOTHING. NO JOB, NO MONEY. NO LIFE. And when and if it gets to that, I will be forcing my way, and nothing will stop me.
*Yeah that's right, I swore. And I have the right to. It's called Freedom of Speech, and NOTHING can stop that from happening, NO MATTER WHERE I AM (okay, so theres some school campus regulations, but that doesn't matter). It is a FEDERAL LAW, and NOTHING and NOBODY can stop me because that's what this Nation's Founding Fathers Decided, and THAT'S WHAT STANDS. Now you may be thinking it's a bad thing on a moral stand. Well YEARS of mental breaking down from peers and.. well not peers has pushed me further and further down. Fighting harder and harder to get up to the top, but nothing has helped. The people who bring me down have to fight harder to keep me down, and if that means them breaking the law, well they have little enough morals to do so. Meaning all I have to do is be on the side of the Law, which I have done, because the Law owns. It is set, is is divine, and it is THERE. You break it you get punished. My point of this is, I can bring soo many people down with a single move on my part, and the only reason I have not done so yet is because I'm nice enough of a person to not, but the people who bring me down are bringing me to their level, to fight dirty and to win at all costs, and that's just what I mean to do.
P.S. I don't give a fuck who reads this shit. It's my life, my own. I own it, nobody else. so FUCK YOU.
posted by Charlie at 6:39 PM
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Great work.
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